Looking for R in my RPG

May. 27th, 2025 05:32 pm
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Hesitant to post this on tumblr because I don't want to kick off Discourse but "friendship ended with Dragon Age, Baldur's Gate 3 is my new best friend" is so the mood. BG3 has just been so much more FUN that Veilguard, and I say that as someone who was deeply invested in DA for years. Maybe part of that is just that I don't know enough about BG to know if this latest game has fucked its lore and screwed over returning characters (I know at least one person very unhappy with Viconia Devir's cameo) but I do think it's more than that. BG3 lets you roleplay in a way that Veilguard never does. All of the things you control about Rook in Veilguard--species, appearance, class, background--are essentially superficial. There are some unique dialogue options, but at the end of the day, you're playing Bioware's character Rook, who really cannot deviate from their canon attitude and personality. My first Tav, a tiefling monk who was kind-hearted but ultimately non-interventionist about a lot of things, could not be more different from my other two--a githyanki fighter who preferred to talk her way out of fights, and a dragonborn barbarian Durge who doesn't seek cruelty but nevertheless has left a trail of blood behind her. And all of these are things expressed in game separate and apart from any headcanons I have about them.

Your companions REACT to things! My first Tav had a pretty supportive friendship with Gale; my second barely knew his  name; Durge was actually close to him before the Grove slaughter, after which he really wanted nothing to do with her. My first Tav and Wyll almost got together; in the current playthrough, he left the party entirely. Your companions in BG3 have views and beliefs of their own that seriously impact how they view Tav's actions and behavior and that makes the game so much more interesting!

There are things to explore! I let Shadowheart kill Aylin my first run, so meeting her in the second run was a surprise and a delight--and impacted several more quests than just Shadowheart's! I played Veilguard twice, and it really is one and done. If you've played it once, you've seen what it has to offer. Your choices are superficial, your companions are with you no matter what, and for Rook, all endings but one (the one where they themselves go into the Fade) pretty much have the same impact. Despite the amazing graphics and killer character creator and smooth combat, the game is ultimately boring, because it's a roleplaying game that doesn't let you roleplay.

Drop the rock

May. 26th, 2025 10:08 pm
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Let's be real Kagha is not materially worse than at least half of the companions. "She threatened a child" Lae'zel and Shadowheart both explicitly approve of not intervening on Arabella's behalf; Lae'zel and Astarion both approve of siding with the goblins which involves slaughtering every child in the Grove; Astarion will kill a dozen or more Gur children to ascend unless Tav convinces him not to; Gale is trying to become a god almost expressly to get back at his ex-lover; Shadowheart kills an aasimar in chains unless Tav convinces her not to and may also kill her own parents in pursuit of Shar's will; Minthara encourages Tav both to embrace their heritage as Bhaal's chosen and to assume control of the Elder Brain...let's not start throwing stones from glass houses

I went into her tumblr tag and should have been expecting the vitriol in there (*  ̄︿ ̄) I get it, she's not likeable, but to act like she's uniquely awful in the game is kind of laughable, even when you're comparing her only to Tav's friends/companions.

In other news, this fanfic has turned me onto the idea of Kagha/Minthara and now I can't let it go.

Mae's Spring Fanfic Rec List 2025

May. 26th, 2025 01:27 pm
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Below will be fanfic recs for BALDUR'S GATE 3, DRAGON AGE, MASS EFFECT, TOLKIEN, and a few miscellaneous.

Crossposted from tumblr and Pillowfort.


Book Recs?

May. 25th, 2025 06:48 pm
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I'm looking for more fantasy and sci-fi, so if there are any titles that pop into mind, new or old, feel free to drop names below! 
starspray: maglor with a harp, his head tilted down and to the left (maglor)
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Fandom: Tolkien
Rating: T
Characters: Maglor, Elrond, Maedhros, various others
Warnings: References to torture and trauma
Summary: Maglor keeps a promise, and comes to Valinor, only to find the ghosts he thought he'd left behind are alive and waiting for him.
Note: This fic is a sequel to Clear Pebbles of the Rain, which is itself a sequel to Unhappy Into Woe.

Prologue / Previous Chapter

 

 

ART?!

May. 21st, 2025 01:15 pm
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Someone has drawn two pieces of art for my fic and it's made my whole entire month excuse me while I go screech into a pillow about it

They drew the scene from Pebbles where Maglor's reaching out into the rain ahhhhhhhhh <333

Daeron & Maglor

Chapter 2 of Pebbles

Recent Reading: The Dawnhounds

May. 20th, 2025 05:16 pm
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This week I finished The Dawnhounds, the first book of the The Endsong series by Sascha Stronach. 
 
This book has been compared to Gideon the Ninth, which I think does it a disservice, because while there are enjoyable things about it, if you go into it expecting The Locked Tomb, I think you're going to be disappointed. They are not on the same level.
 
Protagonist Yat's homeland—the port city of Hainak—is implied to have been colonized and fought a revolution to escape that, but while some of the changes have been welcome—the embrace of "biotech," freedom of determination—her home is in the throes of sliding from one abusive regime to another. They have thrown off the yoke of colonization, but as Yat comes to slowly realize over the course of the novel, what they replaced it with isn't much better.
 
Yat is in a prime position to realize this. A former street rat turned cop who joined the police in hopes of making a positive change for people like herself, she's been slowly worn down over the years into someone who simply closes her eyes to the worse abuses by the government and partakes herself in the lesser offenses. The kick-off for the story isn't any of that though—it's that Yat is demoted after her coworkers learn she's patronized a queer bar. She's blundering through the fallout of that—continuing to patronize that same bar, and using drugs to cope—when the fantasy plot hits her in the head.
 
Unfortunately, here is where the novel began to lose me. I think the comparisons with The Locked Tomb arise from the way The Dawnhounds throws the reader into the plot with the promise of revealing more information later. Except that where TLT is a masterclass in subterfuge and gradual reveals that make perfect sense in retrospect, and in some cases reframed entire characters and story arcs, The Dawnhounds just...never really reveals the information. 
 
By the end of the book I could not describe anything about the antagonists—who they were, what their goals were, how Yat defeated them. And although the city of Hainak is omnipresent—it's almost a character in itself, and much of Yat and Sen's motivation surrounds wanting to do right by the city—I could not tell you anything about how its government functions or why there are problems with it (or what those problems are at the core, besides wealth disparity and abuses by the criminal justice system). It's suggested at one point that the specious specter of violence or re-invasion by their former colonizer is being wielded to allow some to gain power within the city...but we never learn who those people are, what they want, or how they're able to do this. Given how much lip service is paid to politics in the book, this feels particularly jarring since it's precisely the kind of thing Yat and her pal Sen should be really invested in.  
 
Early in the book, the confusion about the magic system and the import of various characters and objects is forgivable, because Yat herself doesn't know any of this. I have no problem with an author who wants the reader to feel the protagonist's confusion and sense of being overwhelmed. But the book never gets around to explaining anything. 
 
As mentioned, this is the first book of a series, which may mean that more information about who the antagonists are and what they actually want is revealed later on, but I can't say I'll bother with the next book. This one just did not give me enough to care about and I'm not willing to dive into a whole new book on the hope that it might explain things the first book failed to explain. 

And for a truly nitpicky complaint: the title has no relevance to the book. The term "Dawnhound/s" never comes up.
 
That said, if you set aside the obtuse nature of the plot, the book is still fun. I liked Yat as a protagonist. She's certainly a flawed person whose general attitude at the start can be summed up as "careless," but it's a kind of self-enforced carelessness, because she is too afraid to really open her eyes and see what Hainak has become, and what she's assisted them in doing as a cop. Her transformation from someone largely passive into someone with the courage to take real action is nice to see. 
 
Stronach has the bones of something interesting in Hainak, but I wish we had gotten more time to explore it. Stronach is trying to fit a great deal into a midsized novel, which makes the boat detour to some random island we never really find out much about and thin hints towards Captain Sibbi's past feel a little frustrating in retrospect, and I think the book would have benefited from more room for all of these things to breathe. Sometimes it feels like Stronach was trying to cram everything she personally thinks is cool into the book, and that does not benefit it.
 
I don't feel that I wasted my time with The Dawnhounds, but I also don't feel compelled to pick up the next book in the series. I think I've seen enough of Hainak.

Crossposted to [community profile] books  and [community profile] fffriday 

starspray: maglor with a harp, his head tilted down and to the left (maglor)
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Fandom: Tolkien
Rating: T
Characters: Maglor, Elrond, Maedhros, various others
Warnings: References to torture and trauma
Summary: Maglor keeps a promise, and comes to Valinor, only to find the ghosts he thought he'd left behind are alive and waiting for him.
Note: This fic is a sequel to Clear Pebbles of the Rain, which is itself a sequel to Unhappy Into Woe.

Prologue / Previous Chapter / Next Chapter

 

Read more... )

Weakness

May. 18th, 2025 01:57 pm
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"But it wasn't enough for you. You were distracted by your own desires: bloodlust, murder, chaos, and most damning of all, an unexpected weakness, and longing for acceptance and affection from a mortal."

I can't post the gifset from tumblr because the images are too large, but I am going insane over this dialogue from Minthara's torturers at Moonrise Towers if you romance her in Act I. First of all, knowing how Minthara prizes the sanctity of her mind, this kind of mental torment and digging through her most private thoughts to torment her with them must rank among her worst-case scenarios. Second, that it's not her violence that's being used to most condemn her, but her desire for affection, her yearning to belong. That is what's being called out as her greatest failure--and that probably tracks perfectly with what she was taught in Menzoberranzan. That when she finally tries to reach out anyway, in spite of knowing this would be considered weakness among both the drow and the Absolutists ("I wanted this, for myself" she says to you after your night together), it's used to punish her. It's no wonder you can't just pick your romance up with her where it left off when she's just been so brutally reminded that love or even a semblance of it is a weakness that can and will be used to hurt her. 

There's also the fact that if you kill her in Act I and then speak with her corpse, you can ask her what her "ambitions" were before she died, and she tells you "To find a home." Minthara is LONELY and I will stand by that.


starspray: maglor with a harp, his head tilted down and to the left (maglor)
[personal profile] starspray
Fandom: Tolkien
Rating: T
Characters: Maglor, Elrond, Maedhros, various others
Warnings: References to torture and trauma
Summary: Maglor keeps a promise, and comes to Valinor, only to find the ghosts he thought he'd left behind are alive and waiting for him.
Note: This fic is a sequel to Clear Pebbles of the Rain, which is itself a sequel to Unhappy Into Woe.

Prologue / Previous Chapter / Next Chapter

 

Read more... )

 

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